Saturday, July 31, 2010
Sexual Exploration Skepticism
Lately I have been reading Macho Sluts by Patrick Califia, and I don't know what to thing. I know I have a little bit of yearning for the s/m scene, but I don't know how much. I don't know how much I want to get into it because I would rather not have sex rule my life, and I would rather it not be a part of my physical identity. I don't want my sexual tastes to determine who my partner is. It's kind of exciting to try out new things with my boyfriend. But I can't help but feel like a pervert being interested in these kind of things.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
You have an interesting blog. I am a reluctant introvert as well, but try not to let it show. Keep writing - there is a natural flow to your writing. I understand your desire to still dress up for halloween. I am 35 and recently posted myself painted up like joker.
ReplyDeleteThanks! I will probably always want to dress up for Halloween and will always get lazy and forget until last moment!
ReplyDeleteI imagine you will look unbelievably sexy in whatever you decide to wear - halloween or otherwise. I am glad to read your latest blog that you want to get involved in a cause. The prob with getting high all the time is that - you lose time in your life. That's what I found anyway. Good luck giving that up - but don't stop being sexy, if only for my benefit.
ReplyDeleteI just really haven't been enjoying getting high lately. Everytime I get high all I want to do is sleep, and that's what I end up doing. It's not fun passing out extremely early. I mean I don't want to give it up, but I just want to have more fun with my life, and weed just ins't doing it for me.
ReplyDeleteWeed can waste your life away - it's why I quit. Never motivated to do anything. If I wanted to be sleepy, I'd rub a good one and relax.
ReplyDeleteWell I am not a stoner. I mean I use weed just recreationally.
ReplyDelete