Following Feelings

Today I watched Momento with my boyfriend. It was awesome watching a movie. I haven't watched one in so long. It was nice watching something that didn't have to deal with any of the stuff I have been reading. Right now I am reading this book called Angry Women, and it's basically about women talking about the politics of everything, and I was happy that Momento had nothing to do with politics just emotions and human nature, and emotions and understanding people is just as important if not more than politics. I mean politics change. Situations change everything. Following your emotions are what's more important.

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I decided that I am not going to write this blog to become famous but as if I was already famous. I mean I care more about what Mattilda Berstein Sycamore has to say more than what pictures he took that day. Which are cool too. I just feel one day I will do something important. I mean why not. One day strangers might be searching for my blog begging me to updating it. I mean anyone can be famous to someone on the internet.

Reading Reading Reading

I just finished the book So Many Ways to Sleep Badly by Mattilda Berstein Sycamore, and it was one of those books that I didn't want to end. I don't know something about it just wanted me to curl up into his words. He writes in that way that he is your friend, and he is telling you his most intimate details of his life. Unfortunately he is way to cool to be one of my friends. I think one of my goals in life is to give him hug. He seems like he would be so huggable. Well now I can stalk him on blogspot! Mattilda's Blog

Isn't he adorable?

Right now I am reading Rose of No Man's Land written by Michelle Tea. And it is really depressing me. I just feel so much like the main character in the way that my life is going no where, and I am just wasting away in my bedroom. The shitty part is that the main character is only 14 while I am going on 18. And some girl that I totally idolize and adore is not just going to come up to me and decide to be my friend. Maybe I should get a job. At least I have my amazing boyfriend. That's all I can say to really anything these days.