New Haircut!

I am very excited about having bangs! I have had these "bangs" that were way too long to be considered bangs for the last year because I have always been afraid of them after the last time I butchered them. But I showed the lady a picture (out of a soft core porn book XD), and she made magic.

I just want to have a unique style. I look so normal. I want to be sincerely cute like the girls Nate and I are constantly checking out. Why would anyone want to give me a second glance? If they do, they are probably just frat boys that want to get laid. I guess I just want to be confronted by more people. I know it's so superficial, and the mediocrity of the summer is making me selfish and vain while I should be doing bigger and better things. But I just don't know what. Obviously my haircut which isn't even very unique isn't going to get more people to confront me, but at least I can play with it, and it gives me more self confidence to wear more unique clothing that I want to make.

God I can't believe I used to spend so much time taking pictures of myself to make myself feel better. I would much rather warp my image of myself simply seeing what I want in the mirror. No more emo shots for me! But I want to have pictures on my blog, even if only I read it. Sadly I am even more popular on facebook with my boring impersonal one sentence posts. At least my family reads that! Well at least I appreciate this!