So I was talking with my mom about my sexuality which was very awkward, but it made me start thinking about it. I didn't want to admit I was bi unless I really knew for sure and had a girlfriend I really liked. I mean I think girls are pretty, and I have girl crushes all the time, but that doesn't say anything about my sexuality. I don't fantasize about lesbian sex, but maybe that's just because I usually have to fantasize about experiences I have had. Lesbian sex doesn't revolt me in the least bit. I think it's pretty hot. I mean I don't go looking up lesbian porn, but I also don't go look up straight porn. Porn just doesn't get me off. But sometimes I will read about it or see it in a really romantic lesbian movie, and it's really cute. I don't think it's much different than straight sex. Just different parts. My boyfriend would have bigger boobs and a smaller penis and another opening. I mean no penis vagina action, but my boyfriend and I can have just as much fun playing with each other's bodies.
The only problem I could see with women would be having an emotional connection. I just don't tend to get very emotionally connected with my female friends. I wish I could, but I always feel distant from them. I don't really feel sexually attracted to them either, but that could be just a friend thing. But I can be sexually attracted to my male friends. My boyfriend was my friend for a couple years before we dated. Maybe it's the way my friends kind of put it out there that they are not attracted to me. I couldn't date them personality wise. I guess I just haven't found the right type of friends. I mean I read about cool girls that I could totally relate with, but I guess they are just too cool for me.
And because you have all been begging to see my boyfriend. I would be too! Here is my sexy boyfriend.
Food porn for Caitlyn. Mmmm I want to devour him!
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